Sunday, August 2, 2015


Saying goodbye is never easy, especially when you love someone so much with great desire to be with them till the end of time.

His absence has been such a foreign feeling to me, it is like having a piece of life stripped away from you and all you have left is the mere memory of what we had.

All I could do now is to wait. Wait for the day where our hands touch again and our eyes meet for the first time in a long time.

Wednesday, May 6, 2015

After all;

The ability to feel, the ability to possess a sense of humanity comes out to be both our strength and weakness.

What is more stronger than that is the feeling which burns stronger than a raging fire, so powerful that is consumes you deep within your soul. Where once taken away, it destroys you completely. Something so mysterious in our lives, yet it serves with such profound meanings.

A form of happiness which sparks like the most beautiful fireworks ever arranged. It dares you to dream of the most outrageous imagination beyond yourself. It pushes you to the sharpest edge where you're willing to take a leap for. So strong, that it keeps you awake at night, questioning yourself whether is this real or is this just a realm of a dream you're in. An ecstasy which you're willing to give everything up for.

And that, is what I call love. Our ability to fall in love act as our strength in life but at the same time, it brings out our weakness as humans. Well, its my weakness after all, which has taken its form in him. My undefinable love for him became my biggest fear I could ever imagine. Lying next to him where only silence commenced, but yet, my heart pumps faster than a beating drum.  He makes me strong as a human but at the same time, he is my biggest weakness. 

Thursday, March 25, 2010

Desire -

I'll be skipping school tomorrow and on Friday ! Happy happy
happy :) I'm just happy I could get my sleep instead of
getting woken up at 6 in the morning. Why am I skipping
school ? My class will be visiting KBU tomorrow and I didn't
bother attending it and on Friday, the school will be having some
merentas desa thingy. Lol knowing me, I definately will not
be running :P

Just got nagged by mum. I got so irritated. As normal lah.
Like as if I don't have enough things on my mind to think about.
Mothers will always be mothers.

And as for my results. Wooo, they are really sucky. I feel
like banging my head on the wall really hard whenever I look
at my papers. I guess I should study harder instead of slacking
around. I'll tryy :)

Anyways I gotta ciao.

Monday, February 22, 2010

On The Edge Of Falling Apart -

I was so reluctant to attend school today. But I
manage to get my butt to school. As if I had a choice.

So how was cny? It was quite boring I have to say.
There was no cny mood at all. And I lost around 100
something in gambling. Omg, I never had the luck
in gambling :(

I'm feeling very emotional lately. No its not period.
Mood swings like 24 hours weih. I don't know what
is going on with me. Sigh. Its totally not my day.

I lost my blogging mood already.
Off I goo.

Monday, February 15, 2010

Fall In Love -

to all love ones :)
May you all get lots of ang pao's
and love of course :)


Wednesday, February 3, 2010

Playing With Fire -


I'm currently doing Add Maths while blogging
and listening to One Time by Justin Beiber :) I'm still
stuck with a pile of homework. That's all that have been
happening this few days. School, homework & tuition.
Omg, I wanna go shopping & how I wish Chinese New Year
is this week. I'm craving for holidays now.

School felt longer than usual today. Maybe because I felt
sleepy during most of the subjects.

I think I'm gonna concentrate on Add Maths. I think I need
Serene's help in Add M. Haha Serene, help me!

Tuesday, January 26, 2010

Your Words Are Meaningless -

I left my blog empty for a over a month. I decided
to blog abit today.

School was school. I'm finding it harder for me to
balance my time with homework and tuition. Since the
techers are going crazy and giving us tones of homework.
Help me!

I'm really getting annoyed by my mum. She keeps asking
me to do my homework every single time she
sees me. Is that the first thing mum think when she
sees me? Hmm, sad sad.

I guess I gotta stop here. I got alot of graphs that I
have to draw & my mum is still going on
about doing my homework.
So bye.